Unconditional Love

Well my rant and complaining on the last post was a little unnecessary because all the tests came back negative. The polyp was precancerous and could possibly turn into cancer in the future. As for now we are at a stand still on the throwing up. It’s not happening as much but he is still doing it. Next step is the camera pill to check out the whole colon. Waiting on the insurance to approve the procedure.

Joe is feeling a lot better, I feel the warmer weather and the sunshine helps him out tremendously. The fact that we bought a boat and it’s a boat he has always wanted helps bring his spirits up. He is looking so forward to fishing and just being able to be on the water. Did we need that boat? No. Did it make this man happy? YES!!! We are now living by what makes us happy and shining the LIGHT on our lives. We need some happiness.

A change in my whole being is needed and I know that. I’m doing more meditation in the morning and at night. This has brought some LIGHT on the things I need to focus on. I want to be more positive, I want to be more accepting of what this life has given to me. I researched several forms of meditation and I finally found one that works. I’m trying to use the meditation to calm my mind and soul. It sure does bring on a different perspective on things and gives me a sense of well being. In the end that’s truly what I need.

In a few short weeks, I sleep better, feel better and it makes me feel better about everything in general. I need to just focus on each day and try to find the good in every minute and hour I’m here. Sounds a little far fetched but the more I look at the good the better I become. So be the LIGHT in your own lift, shine a little LIGHT wherever you go and no matter what path or tunnel you take the LIGHT will be there. LET IT SHINE.